feel wanna giv up d...haiz...feel like wan 2 cry...haiz...but what 2 do???stil nid 2 continue my life oso...

harloez...2day not feel so gud...how 2 say tat le???mayb 2mr got test den feel quite stress now...act yesterday i slept at 1 sumthing...yesterday din read anything 4 calculus...juz busy chatting oni...haiz...den 2day morning woke up at 8.30am like tat...done all my stuff n after had my breakfast liao i start studying...start from 1.1...den till 2.2....haiz....so stress now...dunno wat kind of question ll cum out in de exam....act yu cheng say wan 2 cum our house 2day...but she got emergency stuff n nid 2 rush bac...so 2day shirley n i dosnt hav tutor 2 explain de question tat v cant understand 2 us...den v juz can try 2 find out de solution n oso reason ourselves lor...hehe...its quite hard but at least v got try....den i think ll not feel regret after dis gua...HMm....hope so la....stil got wat thing 2 write le????oh ya...2day shirley n i cook ourself 4 our lunch...v cook "ga lao ban mian"(anybody tat dunno mandarin can ask ur fren..pai seh coz not so pro in english...)..its very delicious...sumore eat till very full....after tat continue study bac...den hmmm....i think of o'm not mistaken is like 2 sumthing like dis...v start 2 watch movie..."Fated To Love You"...coz is kinda boring 2 study all de time...so juz do some entertainment...reali...after watched de movie...feel more relax if compare 2 b4...sumore is kinda funny...a lot of fun v can get from tat movie...sumore shirley n i can laugh till non-stop...haha...relaxing....but after tat when v continue studying n doing de tutorial...de feeling of stress cum bac again...but what 2 do???oso nid 2 continue..haiz....study more n do de exercise more...de question cum out more...bcum more complicated...it take sum time 2 refresh bac...kinda tired...2day v having our dinner at upten..coz my angel said tat he ll went der 4 his dinner...so mei ban fa...coz v nid his help...so juz went der eat..n oso ask question...haiz...a lot of mosquito der...n oso quite dark...not reali a gud place 4 us...haiz...but no cure...coz no more place tat v can 5 n is not so far from us...haiz...after bac...continue again...feel so stress n wanna giv up d...reali reali feel wan 2 cry...so sad....suddenly feel tat is beta v change 2 coit...more relax gua...at least...haiz...dunno y...haiz...feel so wan 2 cry...but cant do tat now...muz b more persistence now...if not how can bcum a engineer after dis????haiz...i think juz listening 2 music can relax my mind n oso my soul....damn tired abt thinking d...can de time pass more slow???coz i reali nid a lot of time now....haiz...when juz de clock stop jalan????can it b stop 1 hour oso can...beta den no...haiz...anywher...i'm sambil listening music n writing my blog...coz i think like dis is much more beta 4 me 2 think bac wat thing has happen 2day..more relax...k la...stop here 2day....bye bye...if got any ppl c me bcum more "qiao cui"d...dun b scare...coz it reali quite tiring dis few days n make me look so "qiao cui"...kk...stop here...